Hapi birthdae to me..

My sister give me a Canterbury Shirt. Fuck.. Canterbury sia.. ok..
B4 the clock strick 12am, i nt in the mood for my birthdae.

Since fridae of karaoke, i was depress all the way till 2dae. tinking for my x. coz fridae i went to places dat remind me of our sweet n bad memories.. Until i keep on repecting to my frens dat i miss my x. I wish i could met her.. Since been a 1wk she keep silences on me.

Den wen i saw her online, i saw a phrase dat wrote on her msn nick. im heart broken. Wen she wish me hapi birthdae i was glad dat she remember my birthdae. Bt i still depress tinkin of her n also wat see wrote n also tis year birthdae is nutin so special to me. Den she tink dat i have a fight which whoever or sumbody. She tink dat i have a gf or a crush. Bt i tol her off for the last time dat i dun have a gf. Den she tol me dat wenever like tis, I show attitude n she sick of it. Like im nt showing attitude. im juz misses her alot alot n if can i wanna cheer up around her presence. If she could understand how i felt. I was like realli heart broken n hurt. to be honest, i actually cried wen she say dat. Up to people who wanna believe me or nt bt i did. Den she say she sick n tired of all my dramatic melody all. Wen i heard dat, i juz switch off my comp n went out the hse to relax myself. Call anyone dat can lepak wif me bt end up wif haiqel. Thanks bro.. I juz cant believe she said dat whereas im rite nw, realli miss her alot n hoping dat i could tell her dat how much i miss her n also i wish dat i could hug her.. It juz wreck my heart.

Nw, i dun noe whether i want to go for thursdae nite class. Or mayb i feel like wanna to cancel my olevel.. im so heart broken... i noe im weak at tis. People will say dat i ned to be strong n move on. Well, im tryin my best. If anyone 3 years of relanstionship can be forgotten juz like dat, plz approach me n tell me wat is yr secrect.. i miss her alot...