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Ahmad Zaki a.k.a Aky, Akynky, Azack, Zack, Zacky, Airpork 6th May 1989 Single ITE Colleage East , Hnitec In Wireless Technology,2010 Aky Azack | Create your badge
Saturday 31 May 2008
Lots of tings is running around my big head. Especially Olevel. I dun understand a shit!. for nw the onli sub dat i cn cope wif is English n Malay n i have 3 more sub to go wif 5 more month left. Im sux at Science, Math n Pure Geography. Last wk, i onli spent 4hrs of sleep in 3days juz to catch up wif my Olevel n end up sleeping session at sch library during lunchtime. Few days back, been sleeping late toO n i will end up late for every class.. It wasnt easy for sumbody dat didnt touch sec education for 3 years.. People keep sayin dat "Its easy, Its easy".. Try to be in my shoe n den u cn say whether its easy for me or nt.. Plz, nt helping.. haiz.. how i wish i could juz reverse time n nt apply for olevel.. Shit!!.. Earlier on, waitin for train otw to trainin, terserempak wif my old time lepak2 fren, NANA, wif her tunang.. She is a changed person.. Nt like the last time i used to saw her.. haha. Juz wish u all the best in yr future ahead.. Jgn lupe jemput aku. August eh? haha.
Wednesday 21 May 2008
To the Fucker dat had ruin my life stay out of my bussiness.. u have done enough damage for 1 day. In the first place y would u care. U have no rite to say wat u said Do wat did.. Cant believe u would say does tings. Stay away. Fuck off slut If i see u near me, it will be the end of yr life. feed u too the dogs.
Tuesday 20 May 2008
Monday 19 May 2008
18/may/2007 Wish u all the best growing up. Da pandai bukak2 present eh. haha. Yesterdae, went to my uncle place celebrate my lil cuz birthdae. Otw there, i notice i had lost my ezlink in the train n i cant tap out.. no choice bt to pay $1.80 cash. Fuck. On dat day straight away i make new card.. haiz. my concession gone.. Make ting worst, im out of $ n atm at Jurong Mrt Station is out of service.. Need to walk 5min away under the hot sun to other atm.. Shit!.. Bt yesterdae celebration is ok.. 2dae, woke up as early as 730am, went for cycling. Did nt expect anyting bt it was a bomb.. hehe. haiz.. Damn tired until felt asleep. felt lazy to cycle back aft all the excitement.. hehe.. went back n reach hm at 530pm.. wanna go cycling again soon..
Sunday 18 May 2008
Aft had a rough day yesterdae, juz no mood to attend my Nite class at bishan n juz wen to my old working place, 711 expo. Chilling wif my X colleagues. N i thought dat im the onli person dat emo-ing yesterdae bt i found out dat everybody was emo-ing yesterdae.. Fuck up. Den went to met azfar at afgan. Wen back to his place n end up overnite there. Watched whole episode of Band of Brothers. Slep at 5am, planing to woke up at 7am bt end up at 9am n i almost forgotten abt my "date" which i suppose to met at 1130. Wen back hm, had a shower n breakfast. n went out again. I was late for 1hr. haha.. Watch Iron man. Its a damn Great Movie.. i Almost lost my hp in the dark. Aft movie, send her to work. Waited for Ju n Faris to finished their work n went off to bedok for lunch. Den i went to training. Lyric baru agi. KP COMP, here i cum. 22 June. hahaha. Guess i juz have to miss Perdana 2008 coz of Olevel.. Shit! Aft trainin, wen back to met her at her work place to collect sum stuff from her. Waited for her to finish her work. Den went back hm. Nw my head is like spinning around.. Too tired. Still ned to wake up early. Sori guys i did nt join all of u to PUMP ROOM 2dae. Too tired, n have alot of tings to do 2mr.. Hope u all did enjoy.. i wanna sleep..
Friday 16 May 2008
I receive a msg n i almost wanted to throw my hp coz of anger.. Dun wan to reply, bt she insist to reply for me coz she read it too. n she help to reply all the msgs. haiz. cant believe tings like tis happen again. Wat wrong if i wanna move on? If u can, Y cant i? Beginin to have crush wen u said u dun trust me wen u tol me, u getting engage. How shld i feel if person i love is getting engage? Yesterdae u askin me who is my eye candy. I tol u who. I got scolded. She juz a crush nt gf Y cant i have crush wheares u oredi have guy Fair for me?? I tol u i will be meeting her Yes i did.. I tol u i was at hm aft i met her, yes i was.. How would u Noe if im lyin, wheres u yrself said, U dun believe me, U dun trust my words anymore. U tol me i can be yr close fren bt nt behave like a lover or bf. I have no choice bt to care for u as a closefren, I respect yr decision.. Bt nw, i wan u to be my closefren bt u behave like a lover n gf. If i have copy of our conversation yesterdae, i would have show it to u wat went wrong..
Thursday 15 May 2008
U ever ask me who is my eye candy. i wish i could tell u, U ar my eye candy. Aft i heard abt yr past relationship n yr stories, I nt sure whether im brave enough to confront to u, dat i have fall for u. I wish dat 1dae i could be brave enough to say it all out to u. Juz waitin for 1 fine dae...... Today, did my FTT. FAILED.. Kents next Ftt july.. haiz
Wednesday 14 May 2008
Should i Tell?? or Should i Wait?? Everytime i see, Make me tremble. Want to see my eye candy. Dun Noe wat to do. Afraid if waited for so long, will be end for me.. Afraid if too early, still have long years to go.. ARGH! I dun Noe wat shld i do... Im stuck wif tis song. Dun ask y kasih hilang tiada bicara setelah cintaku kau puja rintihan rindu terus melanda redup cahaya oh...hati lara kasih kiranya aku bersalah sedetik tersirat rasa kau cipta kasih yang kumiliki cintaku jujur selama ini carilah ku dalam hatimu sayang sebutlah kau rindu oh...hanya pintaku kasihmu kekal setia usah biarku terus terluka oh...kasih tercipta oh...carilah sayang resah suaramu kini berbeza gagal sembunyi sedih kenangan lalu menusuk jiwa manis seindah berganti pedih oh...oh... pabila bersamamu debaran darah arus mengalir cinta...lahir selamanya berilah kucupan sayang biar terukir wajah kasih tercipta berilah kucupan sayang biar terukir wajahkasih tercipta oh...kasih tercipta kini kumengerti walau terpisahku rela kiranya kau bahgia
Tuesday 6 May 2008
Hapi birthdae to me.. My sister give me a Canterbury Shirt. Fuck.. Canterbury sia.. ok.. B4 the clock strick 12am, i nt in the mood for my birthdae. Since fridae of karaoke, i was depress all the way till 2dae. tinking for my x. coz fridae i went to places dat remind me of our sweet n bad memories.. Until i keep on repecting to my frens dat i miss my x. I wish i could met her.. Since been a 1wk she keep silences on me. Den wen i saw her online, i saw a phrase dat wrote on her msn nick. im heart broken. Wen she wish me hapi birthdae i was glad dat she remember my birthdae. Bt i still depress tinkin of her n also wat see wrote n also tis year birthdae is nutin so special to me. Den she tink dat i have a fight which whoever or sumbody. She tink dat i have a gf or a crush. Bt i tol her off for the last time dat i dun have a gf. Den she tol me dat wenever like tis, I show attitude n she sick of it. Like im nt showing attitude. im juz misses her alot alot n if can i wanna cheer up around her presence. If she could understand how i felt. I was like realli heart broken n hurt. to be honest, i actually cried wen she say dat. Up to people who wanna believe me or nt bt i did. Den she say she sick n tired of all my dramatic melody all. Wen i heard dat, i juz switch off my comp n went out the hse to relax myself. Call anyone dat can lepak wif me bt end up wif haiqel. Thanks bro.. I juz cant believe she said dat whereas im rite nw, realli miss her alot n hoping dat i could tell her dat how much i miss her n also i wish dat i could hug her.. It juz wreck my heart. Nw, i dun noe whether i want to go for thursdae nite class. Or mayb i feel like wanna to cancel my olevel.. im so heart broken... i noe im weak at tis. People will say dat i ned to be strong n move on. Well, im tryin my best. If anyone 3 years of relanstionship can be forgotten juz like dat, plz approach me n tell me wat is yr secrect.. i miss her alot...
Sunday 4 May 2008
im realli emo-ing Yesterdae had a blast time. Wen out karaoke wif my classmate. The place damn expensive bt at least is enjoyable.. Hard for me to explain onli pictures can tell how fun it was. Everybody like showing off their true colours. haha. Den aft karaoke wen to Far East to eat n head to Boat Quey to relax n walk to esplanade, relax abit n wen hm. For me, Boat Quey n esplanade holds alot of sweet memories n bad memories.. haiz.. |