Been awhile dat i did nt write. Been bz wif working n sometimes plain lazy to update. For far i start to like my job despite the store n cleaning. N i will get my pay sOon. Hope its alot so dat i can used it for wat i been planing. haha. I receive $30 hangbao from the 711. They give to all their staff. Bt its worth it of working 12hrs during Chinese New Year since most people ar outside enjoyin n wasting money. N i tink i will be workin day shif permanent. But its sux waking up 515am every morning since im nt used to it. The last time i woke up early is during sec times which is 3 years ago(time passed damn fast). Next wk will be bz since there will be METRO SALE at expo n Pick up point for Airshow. So dat all for my work.

How my life??

Life for me is abit complicated n confusing but so far im startin to pick up the losses at accured at me. The way im feeling is still the same except dat im nt taking n tinking to seriously coz if i do dat, it will start back to square 1. N besides, im happy wif wat i have nw. Althought life for me is different compared few years back which i tink im nt used to being single n we been growing up together. But im taking tings slowly step by step. If i say dat i dun have feelings n dun care abt my x, i will be lying. How can i forget the love dat happen to me for 3 years dat easily. But if i say, im moving on means dat i juz have to continue wif my life n make the past be history n lesson but i still love n care towards her althought tings wouldnt be the same like last time. But wat i can sey is dat if i met a new person in my life, it means dat i realli moving on for sure or mayb it could be meeting a new living environment n places dat could make me forgot abt my past n my hometown. Sumtimes bad memories are mend to be nt remembered n sweet memories are mend to be history. Dat wat i could say for nw

N i would like to thanks to anisah mom for giving me kueh dat she made for Chinese New Year order n also the clothes dat she bought for me which i intend to pay back bt she said she blanje. So kind of her. N i would like to thanks so much to anisah for tapau for me food to bring it to work for my break n also for the tshirt dat she choose at bangkok. Love the tshirt colour,PINK. haha. Realli appreciate it. Its nice.

As for Valentine, Like i said at my msn nick, "No word Valentine in my dictionary" n i used my valentine as a Friendship day. I bought a Blue Rose wif small teddy bear n a box of MERCI Chocolate for her as a gift from a fren. It took me at least 1hr to figure out how to wrap it. haha. But sadly, the rose last for 1dae coz the petal all drop. A gift from me is nuting compared all the years dat she sacrified for me. I dun want anyting for return. Juz dat as long she happy wif her life...