Been awhile dat i did nt write. Damn my comp got effected by spyware. Most my system is slow n my internet explorer is jamed. Anybody have any idea how to delete all tisw spyware plz let me Noe. 1st, CONGRATES TO ME for pass my BTT for the 1st time n i juz burn my 5 buck for the trail test which i did nt do. 15min b4 my BTT test n the door for my trail test is open. Forget it. But luckly my 1st try is a passed. Nw juz wait to hhave enough $$ to apply PDL n FTT. Den aft dat apply for different "class". hehe.

Workin for me is ok bt damn bored if i work at 3pm till 11pm. Mostly juz slacking around. Walk round n around the shop like no life. Bt wat to do, at least $$ enter my pocket. Bt wen there is event, sure is tiring n ned to be concentrate. N nw, im falling sick again which i juz recover few weeks back. haiz.

Nw, i juz waitin for my appeal to Hnitec. I oredi make a decision. If i still being rejected, den i juz Finish my NS den continue studies. Mayb local or overseas. But i still have to work to get the money, nt to demand from my parent.

Azfar, sori i did nt make it for yr POP. Bz wif working ar. Sori bro. But dun forget our mission. haha.

To fidelia, Dun ting so much. Its hard to handle the pain but slowly u will get used to it..

Ok la. Bye for nw.

My application for HNitec is unsuccessful. Sad to see it. But i oredi try to appeal for Biotechnology. Hopefully my application will be approve tis time. If nt, den NS is the kol. I wanted to do my Olevel tis year bt i afraid dat i missed the applications date. I nt sure wheather i still can apply. If i cant get to apply for olevel or Hnitec, den wat my plan is to finish my NS den continue studies overseas or mayb migrate there toO coz my parent plan to move there. Bt i ned to wait for March to get my appeal result. Hope the best..

BINGIT SIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Y i got scolded n hate wifout a reason. I was tryin to help n wanted to say like tis "If people ask abt hows yr result, doesnt means tey ar Kpo`ing or wanted to insult u regradless of who tey ar. My kuzzen ke or sape ke. N im nt defending my kuzzen. Im juz saying fact.. " Y cant u listen to me for onces n stop tinkin abt people hating u. My godness. Bingit ar.

All the best.. Wif wat yr result is. Wat i can sey is dun take the easy way out n give up.

Been awhile dat i did nt write. Been bz wif working n sometimes plain lazy to update. For far i start to like my job despite the store n cleaning. N i will get my pay sOon. Hope its alot so dat i can used it for wat i been planing. haha. I receive $30 hangbao from the 711. They give to all their staff. Bt its worth it of working 12hrs during Chinese New Year since most people ar outside enjoyin n wasting money. N i tink i will be workin day shif permanent. But its sux waking up 515am every morning since im nt used to it. The last time i woke up early is during sec times which is 3 years ago(time passed damn fast). Next wk will be bz since there will be METRO SALE at expo n Pick up point for Airshow. So dat all for my work.

How my life??

Life for me is abit complicated n confusing but so far im startin to pick up the losses at accured at me. The way im feeling is still the same except dat im nt taking n tinking to seriously coz if i do dat, it will start back to square 1. N besides, im happy wif wat i have nw. Althought life for me is different compared few years back which i tink im nt used to being single n we been growing up together. But im taking tings slowly step by step. If i say dat i dun have feelings n dun care abt my x, i will be lying. How can i forget the love dat happen to me for 3 years dat easily. But if i say, im moving on means dat i juz have to continue wif my life n make the past be history n lesson but i still love n care towards her althought tings wouldnt be the same like last time. But wat i can sey is dat if i met a new person in my life, it means dat i realli moving on for sure or mayb it could be meeting a new living environment n places dat could make me forgot abt my past n my hometown. Sumtimes bad memories are mend to be nt remembered n sweet memories are mend to be history. Dat wat i could say for nw

N i would like to thanks to anisah mom for giving me kueh dat she made for Chinese New Year order n also the clothes dat she bought for me which i intend to pay back bt she said she blanje. So kind of her. N i would like to thanks so much to anisah for tapau for me food to bring it to work for my break n also for the tshirt dat she choose at bangkok. Love the tshirt colour,PINK. haha. Realli appreciate it. Its nice.

As for Valentine, Like i said at my msn nick, "No word Valentine in my dictionary" n i used my valentine as a Friendship day. I bought a Blue Rose wif small teddy bear n a box of MERCI Chocolate for her as a gift from a fren. It took me at least 1hr to figure out how to wrap it. haha. But sadly, the rose last for 1dae coz the petal all drop. A gift from me is nuting compared all the years dat she sacrified for me. I dun want anyting for return. Juz dat as long she happy wif her life...

If i can buy 4D, i would put todae date. 2dae i thought wanna relax abit at my work place but wen i reach onli i got a lectured frm my manager saying dat we did nt do anywork. Coz 2dae the my manager got lectured wif the big boss so i tink she wanna pass her anger to the employees. So she ask us to clean up the container which is our store coz the big boss say so n if can she wanna clear all the stocks in the container. But suddenly wen we were cleaning, 5 more cages of supply came in.. FUCKIN HELL SIA. Kate nk clear stocks, bt instead stocks came in.. haiz.. the worst part is, few of beer cans broken n splash abit at me n i smell like im drunk. We spent 4hrs clearing all the juck in the container. Been running around like hell. She lectured y we close the shop so early. Hope she wouldnt lecture y we close shop at 12am 2dae. Damn tiring. N 2mr ned to volunteer myself to cam early to continue cleaning the container. haiz. Dat life in 711 expo.

My life is full of confusion. I may be moving on but i still care. I cant explain how confuse i am..

Being in single wasnt easy for me coz of tings dat im nt used to aft being in a relantionship for 3 years. I used to share my feelings wif sumone. Sad, Happy, bad dae, gd dae. But nw, i have to keep it to myself. Mayb in the long run i will get used to it. Sharing wif a fren is different if u share it wif yr love onces. Sumtimes the suckiest ting is dat, u have nobody to tok to unlike the last time. haiz..
January have passed. The suckiest month for me. Hope dat February will be a better month at least. But nt at work. 2dae onli, i kinda pissed off wif my manager management. On wednesdae, we oredi had flow through(large amount of stocks came in) of total 8 cages of supplies. But suddenly 2dae, 5 more cages of supplies came in. Like where the hell wanna put all tis ting?? The store we hav onli a small Container behind expo which is full. Even we cant get inside it. 711 in expo n at Mrt station is nt dat big. Check the container for supplies b4 make an ordering la.. Bad management. N i have to work 12 hrs on Chinese New year for 3 daes.. Thanks eh. Wat a start for new month.

P.S: i mayb moving on, but i dun have the key for my gate...........